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HELLO! HELLO!

My blog is half dead, i can't let it die like this. lol!
I'm feeling super down. I've been thinking a lot.
Think about what i want in my life.

I feel that i was like a nobody :(
Sadness and loneliness proved this.
probably i'm not important at all.
My mind is in a whirl.
Maybe i'm just not a good friend/person to be with. Sigh :/

This week super sucks to the max!
It's Chinese New Year, it's a joyful festival but ...
i can't feel any happiness and joy at all.
Thought 2011 will be a better year, but it seems not.
All i got is unhappiness and loneliness :(

Sad right? I keep telling and encouraging myself to stay strong but it's really difficult!

Anyway, i'm reading a book named 用幽默的心情看人生.
It's a chinese written book. although my chinese is not bad, but it's written in traditional chinese, some words is still a stranger to me. :/ but it's okay, i can learn it and hopefully improve my language. :>

在所有的日子裡沒有歡樂的那一天, 必定是最無謂的浪費. By:尚福爾

I'll will try my best to stay strong and live a happy n optimistic life :>
SINYI 화이팅!! ^^

I REALLY SLEEP TOO MUCH TODAY :|

Omo! I've slept for 13 hours today...
Worst is got 4 hours- " sleep after meals ". Gosh!~
I've slept for so long, but still feel very tired~ Wth :/
I'm not a sleeping beauty though~

Never attend school today but i still went for my CCA.
Sigh~ Keep never attend school, my attendance gone case!!!!!~
I really must change this super bad habit!

Listening to 'For First-Time Lovers' (Banmal Song) by yonggg hubby~ ♥♥
SUPER SUPER NICE!~ Daebak! kekeke! Support!

Although i feel so tired now, but i really scare if i continue to sleep, my brain will dead~
But mummy keep nagging me to sleep now.
So i shall stop here. Annyeong! :>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOSEOB!~ ♥♥ 생일축하합니다 요섭오빠!

#itsyobirthdayseob ^^

Motivation! Motivation! Motivation! Come find me :D

Problems keep running towards me and wanna make me suffocate.
No matter if it's family problem or friendship problem.
I keep ran away from it but the problems still there waiting for me to solve it.
But you know, it's really hard for me to solve all in one time, right?
And that's where stress come and try to kill me : |

It's only the start of 2011, but everything seems to be not smooth for me :(
I feel so stressed out just to think of all the problems that i need to face. Ohmygod!~
I really need a positive mindset or else i think i will collapse~
And i really need to find my motivation!!
So that i can achieve all my goals!~ :>

我一定要增強我的信心 (: Fighting!~

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY BROTHER SHIHUAN! ^^ 

Just now ate lunch/dinner @ Cowboy's Trvern.
The picture above is what i ate just now. Got chicken, pork and salmon. It's $9.90.
Addtional $3 to have free flow of beverages, ice-cream, garlic bread and soups.
It's worth it! :>

And and and ... MBLAQ IS BACK! And I REALLY LOVE THE NEW SONG! ❤ CRY~ ^^

 안녕 2011!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Hope SHINee can come Singapore for concert!
My almighty Key♥

Finally have time and the mood to blog. hees^^
Finally have time to pack my room and watched finished SHINee Hello Baby!
Love Yoogeun and SHINee ♥

I always know my limit.
It's been a long time I feel so stress over something.
Business law is really a stranger to me, I can't understand it at all.
So many difficult words and phrases to understand, ohmygod, it's really a challenge for me to study it.

Sometime i think i need to be satisfied with my life cause i realised that everytime after i felt sad, lost or angry, there's always people there to give me a helping hand or give me lovely concern. Those little things you guys do really touches my heart. loveyou♥

Now what i can do is to stay postive towards my life.
And i feel that there are 3 meaningful quotes to share:
- Actions speak louder than words.
- Nothing is impossible in theis world.
- Time will prove everything.

I really hope with this 3 quotes, i can change my life to a better and meaningful one. cheers! :D Sinyi Fighting!! Alright, i'm too tired to continue the post, shall go sleep le. Annyeong! ^^

I've been watching dramas and movies nowadays.
Miss singing very much <3

But ... exams coming, i better work hard first! lols :D